Truth
No more hiding.
Ever since I chose to walk in truth instead of keep everyone
in the dark, everything under wraps…I have no more reason to hide.
Sure, I might disappoint someone, but at least I am walking
without chains.
Because, you see, keeping lies and fibs and half-truths
creates chains that seem unable to be broken. Another un-truth leads to another
which leads to another. I was tired of the cycle.
Whenever I found out that He will continue to love me,
continue to be faithful, continue to not turn away His gaze…I could finally get
real with Him, myself and with everyone else. Instead of walking in darkness, I
chose the brighter path, though narrow.
Yes, there are consequences. I don’t have to seem to be as
shiny and as orderly and as perfect as I wanted everyone else to see me as. I
am just me. Broken. Needy. Ignorant. Desperate. Dumb, even, sometimes. I need
someone to show me the way instead of me thinking that I already knew it.
He lead me into all Truth. Jesus. And now, you can, too.
STOP
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I didn't even want to post this because it isn't perfect. There are incomplete thoughts and so much more that I could have written. But, when I considered the whole nature of trying to walk in the truth of my imperfection and the whole vision behind Five Minute Fridays, I had to post it anyways.
This year, I have committed to myself to be more genuine whenever I write here at Ordinary Life in the Wild. Thanks for giving me a chance to get real.
Blessings,
Alina
